Never I was. Never I am.

Never I am someone’s top priority.

Never I am someone’s prayer at night.

Never I am someone’s ..

Anyway, I don’t know. One of my break down nights, again. I should be okay now since I’m done with RRL but no. My mind is full of stress, stress, stress. I should smile even though I know I deserve to. But yet, there are a lot of questions in my mind. I hate this feeling. Seems like my greatest fear is happening to me right now. Yes, I know I’m okay now but why am I feeling this :’|