I don’t like my life right now.

It’s not because things don’t fall into places where I wanted them to be or where they are supposed to be. No, this is not about me and my ex but rather about life. Life has been too harsh for me for some time now and I don’t know where to start. I have so many questions in my mind that are unanswered and now, I need an answer. There are so many …… problems.

I wanna see bottles of beer, smokes of cigarettes, your warm hug and your smiling face beside me right now. I wanna waste my night with you.