I don’t know why but everytime this is being talked about. It brings tears in my eyes eventually. I should already forgave you, right? But why can’t I? I always feel that whenever I forgive you, I will just give you another stupid chance to hurt me again or to bring me down again. you ruined my life before and I don’t want it to happen ever again. I should forgave you already for all the pain nd shit you’ve put me through but I cannot undertand the reasons that people are giving me and why people are telling me why I should give a damn about you.

I can’t tell right now if I miss you. But all I know is that I can’t forgive you after all these years. If I forgive you now, it might not be sincere enough for me. I might as well not do it anymore.

- - -

This isn’t about love.