“What makes this so sad is knowing you’ve met that one person you want to send the rest of your life with, but you can’t be with them. You know you have to move on, it’s what they would want, but to let anyone else stand there or try to fill that spot feels like your mocking what you once had. No one can ever fill that place, and its almost insulting to think they could. You will always have that hole inside yourself, and the best you can do is see it partially filled.”

THIS

“Darating ang araw, ikaw na ang makakatabi kong matulog. Magka-yakap buong gabi,kasama kitang magpupuyat, kasi pinagku-kwentuhan nating yung mga araw na nagkakilala tayo. Yung mga araw na kinukulit mo ko, at mga araw na iiyak ako kapag galit ka sa akin. Ang sarap siguro ng feeling na magising sa umaga, mukha mo una kong makikita. Pero kapag nagising ka, wala ako sa iyong tabi. ‘Wag kang mag-alala. Nasa kusina lang ako. Pinaglu-luto kita. :>”

THIS

I’m not saying that I’m sad, it’s just that, I’m not as happy as I am before. I’m not saying that I would not be able to love someone else again it’s just a not now and not in my priorities. I’m not saying that I lost myself when I lost you, it’s just the fact that you were one of the most amazing people I’ve met that I’ve always to stay in my life, forever. My life doesn’t end when I lost you.. but my life changed in a way as it lost one of the best part of it. To let you go is something I never planned to do. But it is the best decision I always have to do.

I love you so much, always have. Always will.

“Understand that he may very well need more time before he is ready to speak to you never mind, entertain the idea of rekindling your relationship. Your goal, if this happens, is not to force the situation. Instead, tell him that you understand completely and then tell him you will give him more time to think things through. Leave it at that and continue living your life and keeping yourself busy.”

This. :(